i really wonder wad's wrong with me... i never used to be this way... wad happened?

I could see she was quite angry. they were. actually i somehow predicted they would be. cos i was alrdy feeling bad when veron told me to break e news to them. in fact, wad she told me abt wad we could have done... i did consider. and seriously tot we would do it...

was i unconsciously taking revenge? i could really sense that she is still feeling upset abt it cos she was quite agitated when she talked abt it. haiya... i dunno la. am i finding excuses for us? everything seems to be not wking out...