was actually ready to go home after I finish with all my stuff of the day, but xiaomei popped the question to go our fave hangout - Coffee Bean at JP. Ya, now its almost like my weekly date with her. And I just rem that this sat I have to go back there again for my 325 meeting.

anyway, today was our first real meeting with the entire 325 grp, and it was weird to have our sweden friend around. Luckily he's easy to talk to, and yeah... I sorta took up the 'responsibility' to talk to him so that he wont feel neglected. went pretty well, we at least came up with a draft of wad aahad wants. hopefully it'll suffice...

had this long talk with Serene at Macs... Its our first real heart-to-heart talk since we knew each other. yeah, again she broached the topic of MS & me. I know she's concerned, just like shuyi you all... but really. I think by now you all know what is my stand. And I really appreciate that she could see it my way too. It makes talking about it easier in a way. Haha... so ya, dont tell me abt what first step to take, who to take, do what and whatnot.

You guys shld know by now. So yep, let's leave it at that... I don't want to risk getting myself hurt. anymore.