these few days my mind is like a pendulum bobbing between the choice of 'to go Hong Kong' and 'not to go Hong Kong'. and just ytd I told gladys I'm changing my mind every 5 mins. which is not exaggerating.

ARGH. this morning I was rather determined to stick to my mum's view of not going. cos I can see where she's coming from.

yes, its my final year. yes, I just been to bangkok. yes, I still have a grad trip to save up for. and YES I AM FINANCIALLY DRAINED. she doesn't have to kp reminding me that la. I'm doing fine... because I always leave reserves (see, typical Taurus). its just that she's worried I wont be able to settle myself down to study if I zip in and out of the country like that. during this kinda times, I hate it when the whole family is like waiting for me to graduate to lighten the burden. And even my aunts and cousins are like that. I don't like that unspoken pressure being put on me. Am I that insensible to let one trip distract like that...? aiya, dont want to quarrel, leave some leeway for myself (:

Anyway, after speaking to Gladys on the phone, I am swayed la. I know it'll be damn fun... I hate all the BUTs and the IFs here.

OK, to take my mind off things, here's wad I found...

P.S: I think my brother looks quite cute when he was a kid leh. Don't tell him or he'll ya ya. And I dunno why the hell I let them clip my hair up, the forehead looks even higher~ eeks.