I wonder why this time round the cramps were so bad. Usually I was pretty much used to this 'monthly routine' and I would quickly get over brushing teeth so I can get a cup of warm water to soothe the pain. I don't really like to pop panadol if I can help it.

But today, even before the short walk to the bathroom, I was bent over with the ache. couldn't straighten my back. in the toilet I felt damn nauseous. so... when I finally manage to get to the kitchen for my warm water... I turned around to retreat into my room to lie on my bed. But, that turn seem to twirl me like forever. I didn't really make it into my room. Couldn't control where I was going, I rem trying very hard to walk straight and kp the cup in my hand. then in 3 steps I found myself on the coffee table. this is the first time I faint, and I'm glad I'm home when it happened...

I sorta freak my mum out. haha. and gosh, lucky our coffee table was wooden and not glass. And I didn't splash the water onto myself. after that I even puked my horlicks drink and half a slice of raisin bread that I managed to force down as breakfast.

gosh... why is it so bad today? I seriously hope I don't wake up this way tml. after like 4 hrs lying on the sofa and some porridge I feel better. Don't worry guys... I'm better that's why I'm blogging now. but I'm sorry that I had to miss my FYP meeting with our prof... and unfortunately I still have to pay my handphone bill by today and sth else very impt... so since I'm better I think I will make a quick trip to JP later. The bill is due today... no choice...

well, mid-term on fri... so since I'm better now I have to try and get some revision done later... do take care guys, don't end up like me! ha.