well... back to work these few days and gotta adjust & juggle the load of me being away + my boss taking part in the subaru challenge. it isn't alot of work. I was pretty free most of the day, its just that I have to spend some time making clear I know what's going on since I was gone.

had a gd catch up and spent quality time with jer on my monday. my few days away with my family means I didn't spend my weekend with him and it felt great to see him! :D

ever since last week I've been planning for this haircut. and I'm glad I went today. got the same hair cut but in a steeper slope and a less 'structured' fringe. so... it gives a more angular look I would say.

and I am suddenly very interested to get hair and beauty/skincare products, to splurge on pampering myself! I need... new foundation and maybe primer! anyone got gd one to suggest do lemme noe... :P

also, thks for you guys who've been asking how I am, and showing me concern since it happened. as you can see from my previous entries, the last week or so was agonizing and a emotional one at that. its never easy to lose someone so close, so as much as I like to get over the loss and look on the brighter side... I realised I am still quite emotional about him. my other cousin re-posted an album of the new yr photos they took at our house this year and said she 'loves us all people'. the happy pictures of my relatives at my place was very heartwarming and yet... when I spotted my late cousin in the pictures, my stomach just flipped.

what I want to say is, I am trying my best! maybe I will never get over the loss, but I will be trying to my best to accept the loss and remember my cousin for everything he have done. and this blog will be my outlet to vent... luckily, I am the type that once I pour out my thoughts, I'll feel better after talking about it :P

so I think I'll be coloring my hair end of this month, but I need to do it somewhere between 3-6pm to enjoy the 50% discount... I need to plan my time and go there early from work to do it. looking forward to the change!


P.S: you know what? I need pictures to brighten up this place!