my entries will be predictably more heavy & gloomy in topic for this period... while this is my outlet for pouring my thoughts out, I also rather not sadden other people with my experience (: so for those who rather not read abt sad stuff... avoid my blog for the week perhaps.

since it will be back to work tml, I left my cousin's place early & came home for a quiet dinner with my parents. it seems like e everyone forgotten that I have grown up. My cousin commented that she forgot I'm not a kid anymore, which was why I stayed over to help out. And another one asked me if I'm still staying over tonight, forgetting that I have work tml.

I don't know... this week will be hard for many of us I guess. but I am glad to go back to work so I do not have to be surrounded constantly by grief and heartbreaks. it hurts to see how my aunt still cries at every concerned relative/friend/ex-neighbour/blah blah who calls. and she is slping so little that she is light headed and walks unsteadily.

I hope to get the week quickly over and done with... so that we can all have a proper closure and come to terms with what have already happened.

I nd a warm hug and nice strong shoulders... till I see you baby *winks (: