To My Dearest 雄兴Kor...

The phonecall this evening confirmed our worst fears and burst that last glimmer of hope. You have really left us and this is all too sudden for any of us to accept.

We know that your family would be the greatest worry you left behind. But that will be our responsibility now. Yun, Min, Wei & Ling have been very sensible today - they handled their emotions well and took care of each other. You had taken care of us, so now its my turn kor... I know the youngest two are having their exams, so this weekend... I will help them with their revision if they need anything from me.

Ma couldn't slp last night... As much as we have all felt heartbroken, it must have felt no better for her. I know how dear you were to each other, and I think she treated you like a son too... We will teach her how to use the handphone you got her, and put it to gd use.

I'm so glad I went to the temple and saw you the last time you were back. Saw you in your running gear and we caught up with s short chat. Even before I got my job, I told myself to give you a treat with my pay. You were the first I want to thank... Rem our Alice in Wonderland? I can't find the book on my shelf, I must have passed it on to one of our nieces. I will try my best to get it back and keep it properly.

Kor... I thought when there is a better time, I would bring my boyfriend with me to lunch or dine with you. I haven't even told you about him... did you know?

There is so much I want to tell you kor. So much, so much more. I really wish it doesn't have to end this way.

But I will control my emotions better for you kor... Have to be strong to take care of your little ones.

Rest in peace kor... I love you.